deep
beneath
the waters
are the words
i am looking for.
first i sat in silence.
silence births space
for words.
then i ran free
and wild.
burning up gunk
daring up the courage
for words.
then i saw work.
digging to create
building the structure for my wor(k)ds.
and finally
i sink into the water
again.
murky
clear
rolling
calm
heavy
buoyant
liquid.
knowing in my
big heart
i am waiting for something huge.
knowing in my
big heart
i am not waiting.
nothing is huge.
everything is slowly shifting
bubbling
up to the surface
of my life.
i am living.
woowoo mama 