at the end of yoga today, as i lay in shavasana, i found myself right on the verge of the light. right at the edge of that blissful letting go. just about to enter that space where you can truly feel that your thinking self is not who you are. i was right there, just about to shift over, when my thinking self piped up – will you be able to sustain it? yeah, so you are about to feel a release but will you hold onto it? will you be happier? will you stay near the light? will it have a lasting effect?
i started to back away from it. i doubted my ability to hold onto it. and so i was beginning retreat when some other piece of me piped up, who cares if you can sustain it? just go for a visit.
and so i did. i dove out of my thinking and into my body and right through the outer edges to the shinning vibration of nothing everything.
visitation. good stuff.