bob marley is singing me a lullaby and the pea is sleeping in my favorite and often mentioned black cherry pfau. i am thinking about our ability to shape our lives with our thoughts and intentions. yesterday i was in a foul mood for so many reasons i think its best to put them in [...]
Posts Tagged ‘writing’
a mystic
Posted in my life, tagged inner demons, writing on 09/23/2009 | 5 Comments »
voice
Posted in my life, tagged writing on 09/14/2009 | 3 Comments »
sometimes i wish i had a way of just leaning into myself and being certain that what i do or what i want to do is worth it. it worthy. has worth.
when i was pregnant with the bean i was working my internship hours for my counseling degree. my supervisor wanted me to record my [...]
drowning once
Posted in my life, tagged writing on 08/19/2009 | 8 Comments »
the pool at the y smelled of chemicals and was filled with noise. spashing, joking, teachers calling out, all muted by the wetness and water and the overpowering scent. i was in my brother’s swim class this week because somehow we had missed mine and this was my make up class. i was small and [...]
taken out at the ankles
Posted in my life, tagged sneaky universe, writing on 08/09/2009 | 4 Comments »
the house we grew up in had hard wood floors through much of it and hard wood stairs covered by a runner of carpet, dark blue with a few scattered beige flowers that were simple and quiet. the carpet was not terrible plush but i know it was thick enough to cushion a light fall, [...]
shift
Posted in woowoo, tagged poemish, writing on 07/23/2009 | 3 Comments »
i am working on i
where the dot is me
curled up fetal and tight
and the line is me
standing tall and proud
: :
i am working on i
where i look at myself
with clear eyes
and a kind heart
and i see the parts that have worked so hard
and i say, “thank you.”
and also, “you can rest now.”
or, “it is ok, [...]
trying
Posted in woowoo, tagged journey, writing on 07/21/2009 | 6 Comments »
i do keep trying to write but nothing that comes out feels good enough and i am finding the whole experience to be so — trying. i am angry that the thing that used to be a nice form of me time, writing on my blog, has become such an inner battle with my [...]
management teams
Posted in my life, tagged writing on 07/16/2009 | 2 Comments »
you know those times in your life when you can’t write and you tell yourself, “oh, the jet lag is really getting to me.” then the days and days pass and you have idea’s but when you go to type them out they just get all mangled and stuck and the sentences kind of hang [...]
it takes a headmaster
Posted in my life, tagged lecture-ish, writing on 06/27/2009 | 8 Comments »
i was lucky enough to go to a lovely highschool with an interesting and inspiring headmaster in my time there. when the gulf war began the entire school assembled “for as long as we needed” to share facts, information, and feeling about what was going on. the assmebly ended up going on for two days. [...]
i missed you
Posted in my life, tagged writing on 06/21/2009 | 2 Comments »
dear blog
i missed you this weekend. not as much as i missed my children. my children, for whom my heart ached and twisted and longed more than i had imagined. i know some mama’s go to work five days a week and my going to class for three days was nothing like that. i know [...]
good blogger bad blogger
Posted in my life, tagged writing on 06/09/2009 | 27 Comments »
there has been a lot of talk on the internet, and newspapers, and twitter lately about the idea of being a bad mother versus being a good mother – or something like that. i started getting into it a bit, i read phd in parenting’s thoughts, and of course her bad mother, and then i [...]
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